I hate playing the waiting game. Sitting here like some useless bump on a log just watching for any sign that something, anything has happened. Preferably something good. I've gotten no updates or anything, and this worries me ( Read more... )

( [Semi-private to self//hackable - tl;dr, mainly word vomit to help me think] )

It's been one of those days all around, my "Shrink Sense" and my womanly intuition have been off the charts today, and I cannot for the life of me figure out why. I have a good idea of why, on both feelings, but I'm not definite and that worries me. I might be losing my edge, which I cannot let happen ( Read more... )

As if things couldn't get any more complicated...

Someone, please shoot me knock me unconscious, before it all gets worse. I really don't think I can handle much more and I'm running out of things to cook, places to run, and exercise equipment to punch. Where is the nice weather again, so I can go surfing? Maybe I'll just hide under my bed with ( Read more... )

Between my father apparently missing and my personal life being up for discussion I think I need a vacation. Perhaps a little night to go out and pretend I'm someone else for a bit, get drunk, dance on a bar, and have some nice man get me a cab home. Flirt like nothing matters, pretend I'm in my early twenties again, come home so late that it's ( Read more... )